#403119 - Later tonight I got a text from Amy “im sorry I love doing what we do but I cant help falling in love with you now we just did something that only people who are deeply in love and trust eachother do and u just acted like its just another hookup I feel like im being used I know its not your intention but its what it feels like and its apart of the reason why im leaving so I can get you out of my mind im sorry and goodbye” I must admit I knew this was coming and I do feel bad for making her feel that way but I always looked at sex as something fun to do no love or romance about it I just wish most girls could see my point of view but that was the last I saw of Amy for a long time for almost a year. I really wanted to try anal again with Amy and she wanted to as well but we both agreed that doing it in the public toilets wasn’t a good idea so we decided to plan a day when my mum was out of the house to go to my house and have proper intense sex and try anal again in the comfort of a